I've been contemplating making this post for months now. I'm not asking anyone for anything through this post, not sympathy nor pity. This is something I need to do for myself and no one else. It'll be the only time I open myself up to this point, showing how vulnerable I can be, how much of a child I still am on the inside. If nothing more than understanding comes from it, then so be it. (And if you're completely oblivious to what I'm talking about, you can read about it here if you really want to.)( It's been a year already. )
I may or may not be back to fix this post the way I really want it. There's just no time right now.